new journal.
school started. it's okay, like whatever. obviously it isn't fun but i mean it's school and i have to do it so i have to make the best out of it.



SUMMER:

rascal flatts with brookie.

camp out in my backyard with brooke, liz, and becca.

pool with asha and meredith.

cyclones <3

waterville with asha, where we did our job, picking up the hotties.

summer camp

amy, conley, and amanda.

warped tourrrrr

BEACH
which just like ended my summer so perfectly. i went with the kinney's. seriously the whole time it felt like i was like it like th deepesst love and in like heaven. seriously it sounds so cheesy but were all so close and i love them so much. it's so fun i just love them with like everything.





and volleyball started. i don't think i'm playing next year. i can't handle it and i want to focus on softball. but the volleyball girls are amazing i love them so much were like a great big family and we get dressed up (THEY get dressed up) and we go out to dinner or friday nights because that is how much we love eachother. i cannot wait until basketball and softball season.

during volleyball season i don't see asha and meredith alot because they are with feild hockey and i'm with volleyball. it kinda sucks and i miss them but everything will work out. i love them so much.

chloe is like always there for me right now because we are always together during volleyball. i really LOVE her. we have so much in common. except for somethings.... but i really think she is so genuine.

the boy situation has been sucking. i really liked josh. so much but i know it's never gunna happen because that's just how he is. i get to talk to him again tomorrow. no one even know's how exctied i am. it is rediculous.

me and kev are like over, over, over. like how everyone thought that would NEVER happen. it did. we kept trying, and it never worked. but it's cool i suppose. it just sucks to know that like you don't have someone. since 7th grade i have just been able to go to him WHENEVER i needed to and now i'll have a sucky day, or something good, or just want to know that i'm like cared for like from someone. but i can't do it anymore. i just am like missing so much from that.


i really miss my brothers. so much. the summer was good me and anthony got along alot. jesse came home for a while so i went down to the cape with him for a night, but then i had to go to summer camp, so i didn't see him very much. they like were always there when i was growing up and they taught me so much and like made me who i am. i always saw them in highschool and i was so excited to be like them and now i am finally like exactly what they were, and now i never see them, and it's so hard. i'll see them soon. anthony starts fall baseball soon, so we will go out to amherst to see him every satruday starting in a few weeks, so i'll see him but it's not the same when we just get to go out to dinner with him after the game. i need to like hang out with him.





i need another week at the beach. with all the same people, in all the same houses, and all the same waves.



i wrote this in english..

.elena
talkative, outgoing, caring, mature
sister of jesse, and anthony
lover of family, friends, the beach
feels content, loved, appreciative
needs comfort, trust, conformation
fears being alone, scary movies, loosing people
gives love, trust, happiness
wants to see italy, my Brother, california
resident of 10 claude rd.
santos.



AND THE MORP IS TOMMORROW.
I'M GOING WITH CHLOE, LINZ, CHAD, AND BRIT
AND I'M DANCING WITH....
TBA.